Wednesday, August 8, 2018

Two Weeks Pass

Two weeks pass.
Nine hour operation, imagine nine hours spent slyly penetrating a Christmas cracker from both ends to remove the paper hat leaving little evidence but extensive bruising an innumerable stitches and stables.
Imagine a tree of functioning feeders each designed to keep a part of you functioning under the duress your bodies been placed, all working except for the pain management one which says it's working but isn't.
Imagine on the scale of 1 to 10 you being at 10 for 45 minutes wishing nothing more than to be able to be turned off and the other machines all designed to keep it steady and the staff trusting of their equipment til they find their flaw that 45 mins later.
Imagine shallow labored breathing and the lonliness .
Feeling much better today,just had 35 metal staples removed from holes and slashes front and back by a nurse who rightly guessed it would be made easier for me if I talked about myself.

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