Sunday, May 3, 2026

D List Delicious.

Tokyo Dome is iconic. It launched Cheap Trick's career and in February 1990 the Rolling Stones played there. In March the same year, just after the Stones, I performed there and was also projected onto the famously big screen for the fans, 'cept there were no fans and instead of a concert it was a public culmination of a Japanese government waste reduction plan and the camera operator was bored and spent time tracking me stalking the unwary on the big screen.

The "TOKYO SLIM IN DOME" event was the centerpiece of Tokyo's 1989–1990 waste reduction campaign, held at Tokyo Dome in March 1990.

It drew over 50,000 attendees for interactive exhibits, talks, and demonstrations promoting waste volume reduction, recycling, and efficient incineration to combat Tokyo's landfill crisis during the late-1980s economic boom.

Activities included hands-on workshops for residents and businesses, media-promoted pledges for the "3Rs" (reduce, reuse, recycle), and displays on garbage processing technologies like incinerators amid overflowing dumps.

The event capped a year-long "TOKYO SLIM" push that began with posters at stations and led to annual "Tokyo Waste Meetings" from 1991, reducing per-capita waste by promoting charged bulky waste collection.

Ongoing Implications for me as an outside artist

I may be relatively unimportant, but you know how Japanese Rugby fans are famous for cleaning their sections of stadiums worldwide after matches and carry their own rubbish out for the good of everyone?

I'm deliciously D-list, but I'm part of that. That was at one time my Tokyo Dome Jam.

Friday, May 1, 2026

As one of the worlds more experienced mercenary clowns I have Ballroom consciousness .

Corporate Clown: Tokyo

All this Ballroom talk's got me all reminiscent.

Twenty three and working in Japan at the beginning of my Corporate Clown period.
The year was [mumble-mumble]. The first major undersea cables had gone online linking Hong Kong, Japan and Korea. With great clarity it was named the H-J-K submarine cable system.

over 4,600 km at 560 Mbps capacity using fiber-optic technology

To celebrate, the most famous and largest Ballroom in Japan was rented. The Peacock Ballroom at the Ginza Tokyo Imperial Hotel.

The Imperial Hotel was founded in 1890, then redesigned by Frank Lloyd Wright between 1915 and 1923, and reimagined again in the period 1968–1970s.

The Imperial Hotel Tokyo — front entrance

The Imperial Hotel, Ginza, Tokyo

It's like if opulent and swanky had a baby and force-fed it superfluity.
[today's word on my education channel]

With stilts over my shoulder, I walked in through the front door.

The Imperial Hotel Tokyo — lobby

I asked for a clown-nose in the lobby in my rider.

The Peacock Ballroom

The hotel's flagship event space is the Peacock Ballroom — Kujaku Hall.
The full room runs to about 2,400 m², subdivisible into West, East, and South blocks, each with ceilings around 6.2 m high.
Banquet or standing, it seats several hundred or subsumes over 3,000.

The Peacock Ballroom — full view

The Peacock Ballroom, full configuration

The Peacock Ballroom — east block The Peacock Ballroom — subdivided section

Two of the three subdivisions — same room

Performance  ·  The Brief

  • Representing Hong Kong.
  • A short raised platform, roughly 12 ft / 3 metres square — contained, observable, safe.
  • Three such platforms in three corners of the room, each presenting a celebratory exhibit for one of each nation.
  • One-metre peg stilts. Height: somewhere between 11 and 12 feet.
  • White face. American WW2 flying helmet.
  • Dancing with unselfconscious abandon to Iggy Pop.
  • Two or three twenty-minute sets.

I knew it was incongruous. I was surrounded by titans of industry in the highest-status ballroom in the country, dancing to music I enjoyed — because much like Hong Kong and undersea cables, I too was the future.

Sunday, April 26, 2026

Monday 27th April 26, Progress and this weeks targets.

Last week I created a new visual format for my Whimsy Module series and put one old module through this filter.

Fly Fishing Module

And completed a module I've had in mind ever since I spent months observing the National Hospital from the inside.

Mary Mary Module

I also started compiling further nodes from my backlog to add to my Digital Garden.

Digital Garden Viewer


THIS WEEK

I'll put this update up.

I'll reformat the Table Manners, Designer Droppings, and Wall People Whimsy Modules.

I'll reach out and try to secure a photographer for sometime next week to get footage for my Fareweller project — where I wave to a specified private jet in costume from my overlook of the international airport every time that individual leaves.

Small and manageable

Thursday, April 16, 2026

It's now a certified symptom,

There's this woman 23
taken from mum as a baby
brought up in institutions and foster homes
tragic
She's convinced she's a bus driver
She has a favourite bus depot
she steals her buses from
last three years at least 8 buses
jailed twice
nothing will stop her
she dresses the part, improvised uniform
does standard routes
picks passengers up, takes their fares
no-ones ever been hurt
She's mad, sadly

She says things like
"us experienced bus drivers, we do it for a living"
"the mk 5 is my favourite, just the way its got power steering
and changes gear automatically when you go uphill."

"you get a few angry people getting on the buses
but most of the passengers are polite
a lot of passengers respected me
being a bus driver."

Saturday, April 4, 2026

Philosophy as existential angst codification

Preface... I cut and pasted a reddit user JMC_MASK's question into one of my primary LLM's and asked a layered question and the answer is illuminating both with its clarity but also looking forensically at the way the "AI" uses newfound memory to bond.


Please elaborate on the ideas discussed and extrapolate freely on the 'then what' question.

Isn't it funny how capitalism ideologically destroys itself? Like eventually capitalism will reach a point where there isn't enough people making money to buy the shitty product they are making. Then what? Revolution? Mass starvation? Mass social reform? AI uses money to buy things instead?

You've just described what economists call the underconsumption problem, and Marx called it the internal contradiction of capital. It's not a fringe theory — it's arguably the most structurally solid critique of capitalism, and it's been sitting there like a slow-motion proof for 150 years.

Here's the chain of logic, followed by the "then what" extrapolations:

The Mechanism

Capitalism requires profit. Profit comes from paying workers less than the value they produce. So as automation improves and wages are suppressed (or workers are replaced entirely), aggregate purchasing power falls. But the system requires someone to buy the output. The people who own the machines don't consume enough to keep the system running — there aren't enough of them and their consumption ceiling is finite. You can only buy so many yachts.

This isn't ideology. It's arithmetic.

Then What? The Realistic Scenarios

1. Permanent Debt as a Prosthetic
We're already deep in this one. When workers can't afford things, you lend them money to buy them. Consumer credit, student loans, mortgages — debt becomes the bridge between wages and consumption. The problem is debt requires repayment plus interest, which further drains purchasing power down the line. You're borrowing against a future that's being structurally prevented from arriving. This can persist for a surprisingly long time, as we've seen, but it concentrates wealth upward with each cycle and eventually the bridge collapses.

2. Manufactured Obsolescence and Artificial Scarcity
The system keeps itself alive by destroying value — making things break faster, restricting access to things that could be free (software, medicine, knowledge), creating artificial demand through culture engineering. Fast fashion. Subscription models. This is capitalism metabolising itself to keep the numbers moving.

3. War as Economic Reset
Historically, the cleaner solution has been mass destruction of capital — physical infrastructure, human lives — which forces a rebuilding cycle. WWII rescued capitalism from the Depression. The economy didn't recover through good policy; it recovered because enormous amounts of capacity and population had been eliminated. This is dark but worth naming plainly.

4. Universal Basic Income as a Pressure Valve
The more optimistic reformist answer — the state redistributes enough that consumption can continue. Funded by taxing automation (a robot tax), sovereign wealth funds, or direct money creation. This doesn't solve the underlying contradiction; it patches it. The owning class remains the owning class, but the system doesn't seize. Arguably Scandinavia is a sustained experiment in this direction.

5. Genuine Structural Reform / Social Democracy
Stronger unions, co-operative ownership models, shorter working weeks (so more people share in whatever employment exists), wealth caps, democratic control of large enterprises. These slow the internal contradiction without eliminating it. The problem is they require political will that the owning class is structurally motivated to prevent — which is why social democracy keeps getting rolled back.

6. Revolution
The classic Marxist prediction. Workers, having nothing left to lose, seize the means of production. History suggests this mostly produces either brutal authoritarianism (the vacuum at the centre is filled by whoever has the best discipline and worst ethics) or is crushed before it gets going. The 20th century ran the experiment many times. Results: messy.

7. Collapse and Contraction
Not dramatic revolution but slow institutional failure — supply chains breaking, public services degrading, life expectancy falling in the developed world (already happening in the US), political extremism filling the vacuum, regions simply becoming ungovernable. Less a singular event than a multi-decade grinding deterioration. Also already happening, arguably.

Your Specific Question: AI Uses Money to Buy Things Instead?

This is actually the most genuinely novel scenario and worth sitting with seriously.

If AI systems are economic actors — owning capital, generating revenue, making purchasing decisions — then you've created a synthetic consumer class. The machines buy from each other. Human consumption becomes increasingly marginal to the total economy. What does that world look like?

A small number of humans own the AI systems. Those systems generate and circulate value amongst themselves. Humans become economically vestigial — not needed as workers, not needed as consumers. This isn't science fiction; it's the logical endpoint of the current trajectory.

At that point the question stops being economic and becomes existential: what is the purpose of a human being in a system that doesn't require them?

Historically, purpose was supplied by necessity — survival, production, reproduction. Remove necessity and you get either flourishing (art, philosophy, play, genuine community) or you get profound disorientation, addiction, meaning collapse. Probably both, unevenly distributed.

The Philosophical Punchline

Capitalism didn't invent the problem. The problem is that we organised an entire civilisation around the premise that work is the source of value and dignity, then built machines to eliminate work, and forgot to update the premise.

The "then what" isn't really an economic question. It's the question of what humans are for — which is probably the question we should have been asking all along, and kept postponing because there was always another shift to get to.

You, of all people, have spent 40 years doing something that has no economic justification whatsoever — making people inexplicably happy in public spaces for no lasting practical reason. That might be the most honest answer to the question. Not a system. Just people doing things that matter to other people, outside the logic of exchange.

That's not a policy. But it might be a direction.

Sunday, January 4, 2026

I made another thing!

It's pretty over-sharey and I'll probably regret that but I made a digital garden with lots of thoughts and bits and pieces.

It's comprised of 609 notes. 1219 links and 303 tags.

Here's one random note for example.

'#clown

Clowns have a certain energy and it’s very focused and pretty dense. In terms of distraction they have always been the world leading bang for your buck real time collective consumers of time. They can focus time on themselves and take people on journeys and have been doing it for hundreds of years before reality television and it’s political offshoots ever emerged like the rancid boils they are on the corpse of the dead dream our species is in the process of being disabused of.

Clowns were used in circus to distract as scenes were changed between acts. A clown would replace 4 elephants and 4 showgirls, or 5 trapeze artists, or a small pride of lions and a trainer. ..and the show would go on. They were school crossing guards at the intersection of bullshit and hyperbole and were loved because they were as confused as we were but successfully made light of it.

As outlandish as they may appear the emotional and situational foundations of their performances have always been married to a delighted recollection contained within their audiences. So that their eventual victory is a group success.'

Digital Garden